I know its been ages since I visited this page and my enthusiasm is quite low for the adoption process, its just taking so long to get onto the training list, next year will never come around fast enough. At least if I had a date of the training then maybe I could get excited again but until then I just have to WAIT. Something I am not very good at.
I have even started to think about going back to IVF, broached the subject with Daz which I thought would go over like a lead balloon but he surprised me. He said that’s fine but its you (me) that gets frustrated because we make the decision to go back but can’t seem to find the money to do it so you get frustrated and depressed again. I know he is right. Whats wrong with me, can be happy to have Foxtel and mobiles and gym memberships that I never use, had health insurance, again that I never used but can’t find the money to do IVF! Maybe I don’t want it bad enough? I just don’t know which way to turn, every alternative seem to take FOREVER. I did see on a current affair program of women logging onto a web page that got you breast implants for free by men donating to your cause, why can’t there be a web page that pays for your IVF?
