I have decided to journal our experience on this super highway to Inter country Adoption (ICA), this is a new experience for us and hope that it will be helpful for others as well as us to be able look back at this scary, wonderful, anticipated journey to new discoveries.

I’m sure that we will learn more things about each other by the way, things that we thought we knew or just didn’t realise that we didn’t know about each other. My other that I am talking about of course is my husband Dazza, who may also join in on this journal to add his feelings and thoughts along the way.

Its hard to believe that for now, we have put behind us the thought of going through IVF, even though I would dearly love to carry our own child, after 13 years unfortunately, I don’t think that it is a reality that we will get to have. If we wait to much longer it will be all over before we know it and we will be left with a life full of only others children. I hate to say it but I, I know already will end up bitter with the fact that I don’t have any children. So one with the show as they say.